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Thursday, 08 January 2009

  • How do you know when you are supposed to be with one person for a life time? Does it just gradually happen, kind of like the way winter fades into spring, and spring into summer? Or does it happen all of the sudden, like a flash of lightning across the midnight sky?

     

    Really… how do you know, and how do people become perfect for each other? Do you know when you reach the point on your life where you can’t imagine life without your significant other? When you can’t imagine waking up without the other person next to you or even existing in your life?

     

    Now I know, for instance, two people who seem to have a lot in common has a better chance at staying together for a very long time. But what about the people who are opposite from each other, and they also happen to care the world for one another? I think it’s more difficult for those people.

     

    For instance, girl dates boy. Boy has nothing in common with the girl except for the fact that he loves the girl for her heart. He’s interested in knowing every part of her, and loves that she’s her own person and he would never change her. He says she’s perfect for him, and that he doesn’t ever want to be without her.

     

    This girl doesn’t want to ever be without him either. She knows that she is in love with this boy, but wonders if that love is enough to last a lifetime. She doesn’t want to change him, but sometimes just feels like something is missing.

     

    She doesn’t understand it, and it doesn’t make a bit of sense. She thinks it’s the winter, breaking into her soul, letting the cold settle in.  

Sunday, 26 October 2008

  • You know me

    But I still have a lot I’m hiding

    And I simply don’t know why

     

    Come one come all, to this tragic affair

     

    We collided head on

    And they said that we would not live very long

    From now on I’ll wait here for you

     

    Morning falls like rain,
    Into the city life, there goes another night.
    Lose my breath in waves,
    Knowing that every crash, is bleeding the hour glass.
    Everyone keeps talking,
    They'll promise you everything, they don't mean anything.
    We may lose our focus,
    There's just too many words, we're never meant to learn

     

    I’ll blow you a kiss and walk away

    Follow me if you dare

    It just might be worth your time

     

    Wake up
    My love
    Never thought you'd make me, break me
    Now I'm up from below
    Such a brilliant star you are
    And will your love keep burning baby
    Burn a hole right through my eyes
    All these short times feel like no time

     

    Can you hear me cry out to you?
    Words I thought I'd choke on figure out.
    I'm really not so with you anymore.
    I'm just a ghost,
    So I can't hurt you anymore,

     

    We're all tired of talk when it comes to shove
    Put up, put out or stay at home
    We'll never be the same
    Never feel this way again
    I'd give you anything but you want pain
    A little water please
    I taste you all over my teeth
    Never again,
    Just tonight, ok

     

    I can't sleep now, no, not like I used to
    I can't breathe in and out like I need to
    It's breaking ice.. now, to make any movement
    What's your vice? you know that mine's the illusion

    So don't sit still, don't you move away from here

     

     

    I'm holding out and I'm holding on to every letter and every song
    I pulled myself out of the day we ever had to meet

     

    I've learned to find my place to hide
    My circus of rust and lies
    We take it down these holy ties
    Just run away and follow blind

     

    Fall in love and crumble while you can
    Freeze the world in time to understand
    A way to trust in turbulence

     

    As I spread throughout your veins
    The tension's getting stronger now with pain
    You can have your miracle
    But I won't give in to your throne
    Royalty means nothing to me

    Eyes are feeling heavy but they never seem to close
    The fan blades on the ceiling spin but the air is never cold
    And even though you're next to me I still feel so alone
    I just can't give you anything for you to call your own
    And I can feel you breathing
    And it's keeping me awake

     

    Like a bullet through a flock of doves!

    Oh no, this couldn't be more unexpected
    And I can tell you I've been moving in so slow
    Don't let it throw you off too far
    Cause I'll be running right behind you
    Could this be out of line?
    To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
    You're the only one I would take a shot on
    Keep me hanging on
    so contagiously

    To every broken heart in here
    Love was once a part, but now it's disappeared

    Save me, I’m lost
    Oh lord, I’ve been waiting for you
    I’ll pay any cost
    Save me from being confused
    Show me what I’m looking for
    Show me what I’m looking for…oh lord

    Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
    You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind
    .

    We could have spent the night.
    We're sitting on the floor,
    Everything was gonna be just fine.
    Missing you, missing me, a thousand times.
    Waiting hours for you just to see you.
    Hear for hours just to hear you scream my name

    When I’m home alone I just dance by myself
    And you pull my head so close, volume goes with the truth
    Signing off "I’m alright in bed but I’m better with a pen"
    The kid was alright but it went to his head

Wednesday, 08 October 2008

  •      His breath, cool like a whisper in the morning air in the middle of winter tickled the back of my neck. I ran my hand along the plains of his chest, memorizing him with my fingertips. I rolled back over slowly; tracing his lips again and again until I was sure I had them committed to memory by touch.

         I stared at him in the darkness, counting the breaths that he took while the night moved on around us. I was looking at him now, really looking as if there were nothing in between us. No masks to hide under, no smiles or words to make us who we are. He became just a boy to me, just a boy that I was deeply falling for.

         I remember thinking, praying to God to let me keep him. I was scared for an instant that something would happen, and I would lose him. I was scared that he wouldn’t always be mine. Here, lying in the dark with my arms wrapped around him, he became fragile. He became a shell and a soul. He became a gentle angel, someone for me to look after and protect. He became someone for me to be myself with, someone who would accept me for who I was and nothing less. He became my miracle, my heaven sent… and maybe my everything.

     

    and he says i make him happier than he's ever been before

     

     

Sunday, 05 October 2008

  • "Can I Keep You?"

     

    How do i get to you? How do i make you see?
    There is nothing else i want, nothing else i need
    Trapped are the words in my pencil, building up
    like exploding paper hearts, a vibrant red to fill the canvas

    romeo and juliet You are the perfect drug & im addicted to you

    I want to break into your thoughts
    it's killing me that i don't know what you are thinking
    everytime you close your eyes and part your lips with mine

    "I keep a sinister smile and a hole in my heart"

    ninja  

    "I got a pocket full of reasons and a tank full of gas
    I'm gonna drive you to the river where the current is fast"

    And i can't wait to tuck my head against your chest and breathe in the scent of you, you've been gone too long

    "I just want to break you down so badly"

     

    Burning reasons of inferiority
    paper dancing in the sky
    up, up and away, those letters you sent to me
    they mean nothing now
    such pretty little lies
    they lit up the midnight sky

    "It's like painting the sun in your eyes," he said.

    Fading blue, like the ocean and sky
    Waiting for proof that i'm really alive
    my breath, it flows, through my lungs
    in and out, but i do not feel
    i only feel when you breathe for me

    before i fell asleep he whispered
    "I dont want to be without you."
    but he thought i was already asleep

     

Tuesday, 23 September 2008

  • "I don't think ever that time is enough
    And time is not enough"

     

     

    "I've been misguided by you
    I've been mistreated, too
    If you think I'm gonna take it, no
    Thought you had me
    Tied up by a string
    On the side
    Something I've been wanting
    Said you're leaving
    But to my defense
    I was never alone"

     

    "Come closer to me baby
    I've got everything you need"

     

      

     

    "Beat but I'm not broken
    Guide me through with your hand,
    Lead with your words spoken
    Show me how to listen
    You're persecuting me, showing hypocrisy
    I have a remedy for your insecurity
    It's all the same, sadly

    Let your light shine through me
    Take this hate I can release
    Help me make the blind see
    Misery loves its company"

     

      

     

    "I've never wanted you as much as i do right now

    Hey, make it rain, flood the streets."

     

    "It’s the night life
    That gets them off
    So desperately they wait for
    The excuse of love
    We live like vampires
    And we, we, we love like killers
    We all die like infants
    And we trust like mirrors"

    "Just be in love and I’ll kiss you like you’ve always wanted
    Just close your eyes, I’ll still live as if I’m dying"

      

    "please make me not so crazy
    make me fall apart
    make me think beautiful unexpected thoughts
    i should mean more"

    "Tonight I'd rather be in love,
    I'd rather it was you flowin' through my mind
    Scrapin' through my veins, my everything
    And you cling to every thread
    That clings to me

    I live in notes and photographs
    And everything I'm holdin' back
    Like all the words that weren't enough
    You remind me of a song I used to love"

       

    "Cursed by my imagination,
    teaming with echoes of situations.
    I do not feel well, pressed beneath this spell.

    But then again.
    It's like one thousand paper cuts,
    soaked in vinegar.
    Like the battles with yourself,
    that leave you insecure.
    It's all just a numbing charade
    Until the day you finally wake up,
    and you're not afraid."

    "If it takes time then I'll be patient
    Know that I will still believe
    I'll take Your hand and hold it tightly
    'Cuz I know You'll carry me"

    "You Said You Would Die For Me
    You Must Live For Me To."

    "Wish I could hold you up in my arms
    Keep you safe and sound from any harm.
    I can't seem to function from this far away
    Never did a moment look so dull
    Without your color in my day

    "Would have carried you to anywhere you please
    Even if my limbs were broken and my body was diseased."

    "My blood aches from trying to make you appear
    It's an awful sight to just see me in the mirror"

      

    XOXO

     

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